Work I have been doing

The lack of effort spent devoting to my health became apparent to me today when a dr told me Im feeling completely shitty becuase I'm malnourished and dehydrated. What? cigaretts, booze and minmal sleep isn't healthy?
I was sitting in this free clinic and started getting teary and thinking what the hell? So i guess I need to stop for a moment and be okay with feeling whatever. I have been holding on to ceratin feelings, afraid to let it go, like it will slip away and never return. I have been going non stop for a month. Tonight im going to drink lots of gatorade and sleep.

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Oops

I was planning on seeing the Genitourtures at the Wiskey with Ikoi tonight. When looking at the ticket info i noticed they actually played yesterday.(shakes my fist at ikoi) hehe.

I spent an hour making a model in to a Giesha yesterday. It turned out well.

I actually got some sleep last night. I think it was the can of Steel Reserve my roommate bought me. hah.

First week in la has been amazing. To sum it up life here is what I want and needed. School has been great, Im learing so much and think I can make this work for me. Im feeling really happy.
Last night I went to a bar in Silver Lake. It was starnge, total hipster bar but the theme was the great out doors. By the door was an wilderness scene with a mechanical beaver coming in an out of a hollowed out plastic log...yep