If you could use one word to describe me it would be "emotional" I wrote lyrics to a song the other night. I haven't tried to write anything other then blog posts in about a year. I was hesitant about sending them to James. He said he really liked the lyrics and would make them in to a song I would sing. He teaches writing so his opinion about them mattered to me. It might seem like a small thing to get worked up over. It gave me a confidence boost. I think everyone needs positive feedback. Unless you're a narcissist. I would say I am a person who lives for passion and intense emotions. It might be too intense, I need to settled down sometimes. Writing is a great outlet for that. I'm going to keep at it.
The last Fashion Whore was on Friday. C'est la vie...I'm feeling really nervous about our show on the 23rd. I hope I don't pull a "Chan Marshal" and freak out. I'm probably going to be quitting my job in the very near future. I haven't been able to focus on what I want. More free lance work for one. Also, that place has been making me feel deeply depressed. Just the thought of not having to work there makes feel better. It could have been a really cool job if the management wasn't totally incompetent. Im getting tired of having to check to see of they are paying me the correct commission. It's a total nightmare.
Even though everything seems hard and stressful right now I know I can turn things around. I love the thought of change. The worst things for me are having a routine and feeling bored. Also sitting at home. I have been doing way too much of that. I'm making an effort to be more social. I think i need that right now.